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JusT_Corrayze
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Name: Corey
Country: United States
State: New York
Metro: Queens
Interests: Jesus. MMA, and espn are thing that keeps my eyes on the tv. other than that, putting my body under extreme pressure, rather it be swimming, running, or lifting weights.
Expertise: Focusing on goals and reaching for more, making you laugh. Humor is the key to making any situation better. You know, I know, the whole world goes round.
Occupation: warrior!
Message: message meEmail: email me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  corrayze
Member Since:
2/28/2005
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| XANGA AND WORDPRESS ( SERIOUS AND FUN ) I'm going to keep it serious and have my deep outlooks on life over here, but I'm going to have some fun over at http://coreyfolo.wordpress.com
check me out. I can have some fun.
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| Time flies, cherish the moments of today Where has it all gone? It seem like yesterday I was still a kid playing with my toys, enjoying the Saturday morning cartoons, not having to worry about anything. What ever happen to the report cards with the checks and the smiley faces and frown faces? I still remember parts of kindergarten.... Our cubbies, we use to bring blankets to class, play 7 up...... why does time fly so fast? From elementary all the way to college, it seems like its going by the blink of an eye. The many faces that have walked in and out of my life.... The ones who stood by me through the rough and the ones who pushed me away. Time keeps moving and its not going to stop. There are moments of today, moments of now, that can't be held off because we may just breeze by and not let it be. Telling our parents that we love them, giving our friends hugs, or just showing some love to a friend. I feel like as people, we tend to hold things off, especially when it comes to problems, to push it to the side and not settle the issue right there. Time is eating us up, we'll never know when its our time to leave this place, so these moments with different people in our lives.... Cherish them and don't hold onto the bitter. Just realize, the moment is now.
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| put through the fire You know its summer, I did well in school, I have time to relax and get back into shape, but my mind is f ' ing twisted right now. One of our family friends is in the hospital, she's been a mother to me, is dying of cancer. It f' ing kills me to know that she's in that physical state. It hurts me to see her children and husband go through this struggle. Every week we pray for you on Sundays, but actually going to the hospital last Saturday was too real. I didn't get a chance to see her because she was too weak to speak, but just being in the waiting room with uncle J made me realize that we should really value the lives we've been given. It also made me realize that if she goes, I know I'm going to be angry with God. I'm being selfish when I say this, but this is how I feel. She's a great woman and I don't know why she's been put in this situation, but it f' ing breaks me to know that this happening to her and uncle J. These ppl have watched over me while I've grown up, they've fed my family, clothed my family, they've been like another set of parents to my family. I don't understand why this is happening, but I know when I see uncle J, my heart is torn. His face is visible to the pain that's happening. He comes every week to church and I know its a struggle to be there, but he still comes and gives glory to God. Sometimes I can't even go up to him because I know he's so f'ing hurt inside and I don't know the words to say to him. I can talk to him about the BS, but when it comes down to heart to heart, I'm scared. What can I say? His wife is dying, what words can I say to him that he hasn't heard from everyone else? Love is not a word I throw around lightly, but I know I can truly say I love her and I love uncle J. Not just for the things that they have done for my family and friends, but also what they've done for this church. The potlucks, giving the missions update and prayers, etc. These people love you Jesus.
Lord, its only you that can stop this pain and give more years to her life. Heal her and show your people the wonders of your grace. We trust in you and love you Lord.
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There can be only one. I'm going to finish this. It will happen.
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